Introspection

Between phobia & Mania !!

AS usual there are many things you like....& also there are much more things you hate ,

BUT you will be so puzzelled when you are objected to something or a situation that you DON'T KNOW !!

Am I like ...or dislike it ?

THE more puzzling & much more stranger when you think about individually....

YOU will find yourself either fond of it...or extremely wanna avoid it !!!

-BUT STILL CAN'T MAKE A DECISSION-

I know what's it..........you know??

I'm sure that you know it , even at least you know it , but can't recognize!....JUST think deeply for seconds ..............can I help you ??

It's YOURSELF............"Myself???"

Yeah......don't be astonished & take it easy , I sware you must have felt that before,

WHEN you perform a good workin' & people like that & show their ADMIRATION ..sayin' good words........... OR, when you succeed , distinguishin' from others with a high degree ,

YOU feel yourself like a PEACOCK , proud of yourself wishin' NO one BUT you !!

BUT can you remember when you failed ...when you couldn't achieve your target .....you hate yourself ..not only , but also you wish IF EARTH CRACKS & SWALLOWS YOU.....being hidden from others eyes & afraid to face people BUT actually you are afraid of facin' YOURSELF !!

THIS is the human being........lost creatuers inspite of there is a BRAIN & despite of presence of HEART ....

ONE of us don't know if being a MODEL to be followed,,

OR being a LESSON to be avoided ....!!

NOW ...I think you have a distinct image about YOURSELF & it becomes well known..

THEN...I can say,,

BETWEEN PHOBIA & MANIA...

YOU WILL FIND ,,,,,,,

YOURSELF